change..

i...don't like change. at all. i mean cieras leaving to college in a few months and itll never be the same! the building ive gone to for my whole life (15 years) isnt my building for church anymore...which is a really weird thing to be sad about but i am! half of my friends are going to different highschools next year and im probably not going to see them for a long time. im growing up and going to highschool and i am sooo stressed. i have an AP college class, all honors, office, musical...life. bleh! im not ready for it! the whole month of june i wont be home! get out of school on friday, then monday til saturday im at efy. home sunday. monday til thursday: girls camp. home friday, saturday, sunday. monday til thursday: officer retreat. i mean holy cow i wont have a summer! then i come home and get to work....i miss kindergarten...sorry this post is all about me..i just need to vent:)